Hope: I Peter 1:13 Wherefore gird up the loins of your mind, be sober, and hope to the end for the grace that is to be brought unto you at the revelation of Jesus Christ.
Remember: Jesus is there for you no matter what. Have faith in him, and he will provide for you. He will watch over you and protect you. I strongly advise you to read the book of Revelation....It might scare you but it will show you what is going to happen after God has came back...Please DON'T be left behind!